First Time

Nathanial stands eating a bowl of pills, but it looks like cereal. He stares out at a camera, a concerned and confused expression on his face. A love heart balloon bobs next to him.

First Time

Second Space

£13 (£10 under 26)

Tue 02 November


Can you remember your first time? Nathaniel can’t seem to forget his. To be fair, he has had it playing on repeat for the last 15 years.

Now the party is over, the balloons have all burst and he’s left living his best queer life: brunching on pills and Googling kangaroo vaginas, ancient condoms and human cesspits on a weekday morning... or is he?

Award-winning HIV+ theatre-maker Nathaniel Hall (It’s a Sin) and Dibby Theatre present their critically acclaimed ‘hilarious’ and ‘heart breaking’ hit autobiographical show about growing up positive in a negative world. Join him as he blows the lid on the secret he’s been keeping all these years.


By Nathaniel Hall
Presented by Dibby Theatre
A Waterside Arts Commission
Written and Performed By Nathaniel Hall
Directed by Chris Hoyle
Design by Irene Jade

Approximately 65 minutes

Suitable for ages 14+
Scenes of recreational drug use, strong language and references to sexual grooming
Includes strobe light and use of sudden loud sounds

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